Sunday, May 25, 2008 @11:52 PM
its strange how you get caught off guard sometimes,
when something just happens,
it makes you stop,
drop everything,
and just get soaked up in that reality.
you become dumbfounded,
millions of things running through your mind.
yet its as if even if you had the dictionary next to you,
you couldnt find the words to say,
to make it all seem okay.
sometimes i just cant think of anything to help,
i cant find the right words,
and the right things to say.
it makes me feel so small.
so selfish.
all i do is take and take.
dear lord teach me the words,tell me the things to say,please just make it all go away,every last thing.i will just be there and i just want you to know.