Tuesday, July 08, 2008 @11:55 PM
this is the sound - the last goodnightrollarcoaster emotions.they take over, and i turned into some emo shit for the whole 1hr plus.kicked in halfway during biochem lect.bloody hell.i swear this is starting to be a huge problem.i think too darn much.or maybe its just me to read too much into things.perhaps i need someone to teach me how to let go.what do you do, when suddenly you see yourself in the mirror,but you can barely recognise who you see?in all aspects, changes are happening.im trying to adapt.so hard.but im done, im done pretending.i cant do it no more.i guess its starting to show.dont mean for it to happen, but hey. im only human.things havent been going well,i guess that should be painfully obvious by now.tripped on myself more then 4 times in two days(on flat grd)im really really ACCIDENT PRONEmany ppl cant believe the extent of it really.nihongo project, i dont even know where to start ranting about it.so forget it.not.exams are filling up my scheduler!i need a getaway.ASAP!AND i so feel like spending a few days doing nothing but playing all sorts of sports.just tiring the body to the max, like how the trainings used to make me.good side of today, people around me still managed to make me laugh(:and i did pretty good for AIMM considering the fact i didnt study much.alrights earthlings.time for bed.continue mugging for fpath tmr.