Friday, August 01, 2008 @11:29 PM
perhaps this is as good as it gets.maybe its just something we all live with.i dont expect anyone to tell me what to do.simply because i dont believe anything can be done.plain and simple.so i dont understand why i sit here,at this same exact point in the book of life.waiting.i dont even know for what.probably a distraction to fall outta the skies?guess i just ruined all chances of that happening by saying it out.your welcome joanna.[oh and did i mention, things you wish for with all your heart, never seem to go your way.]there's nothing to understand;i dont want to understand;just let time pass on by,and leave me behind.if someone out there is hearing me;just tell me you do.let me know you know.cos the one thing this never fails to bring;the feeling of being given up by everyone else.im sorry i cant help it.it just leaves this feeling behind.i dont look back but i cant move on.stagnant;is what you've left me being.this aint easy at all;i just hope you remember.i exist,oh yes i do.and im human too.